Sunday, June 20, 2010

Blown down, just trying to get UP.

so today
well today was kinda unentertaining
but at the same time fun
i woke up
got up and just chilled with my brother
watched Treme
which was the final episode
and now I'm sitting on my couch
attempting to write a blog

to be dead honest
I'm having a shitty day
not because of anyone really
or what I did
I just feel as if I've been forgotten and
that shouldn't really bother me
but it does
as many times I've said I shouldn't beat myself
i seriously can't help it

Idk its been two days since I've talked to her

i should get used to it
it doesn't seem like that's gonna change
lol fuck i hate emotions

I'm sorry if these blogs get unbearably emo
definitely not what I'm going for that
its just hard to talk to someone everyday
then in the drop of a dime
someone not having time for you

it seems like I'm over exaggerating but that just how I feel

Baby if you read this
It hurts more to be ignored
Then if you were to tell me straight up

"Fuck Off"

if i counts for anything to you
I Miss You.

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