And the Worms, They Dig into his Brain.

Sadly I've discovered that these blogs that run from my mind to my fingers

tend to be really depressing

and I don't know

it just seems that the happiness has left the part of me that writes to a non-speaking, non-judgemental audience

and that's no bueno my friends

the fact that I'm in New Orleans shouldn't be ruined because

i left a girl that doesn't seem to care to much if I'm there or not

worried about our different lives I think I'd be better to....

lose contact for a while?

The more I think about her the more I beat myself up

but

on the other end the more I think about it I've been the one trying to keep contact

the only one that texts first

calls when necessary

ect.

So this is my plan not to contact her at all

and see how long it takes for her to realize that I'm done putting in 85% of the work

to keep her in my life when it doesn't even seem as if she wants me in hers .....

I'm done here.

One Love