Thought.

I wake up with tears rolling down my cheeks

the dream i just had reminds me of better times

holding you in my arms

you telling me you love me and

i don't get that since of pity from your words

my stomach hurts every time i think about all this

all i want is you nothing more nothing less

you're all that has mattered in my life for a long time

and i hate for that to end now

i miss you so much

and now after all we've been through

i cant close my eyes without seeing you with this guy.

and that kills me

i cant sleep because i dream about you and I

but when i wake up i realize its only me in this room, alone.

i cant even hug anyone anymore because when they hug back i break out in tears

my heart feels empty

like i have nothing to live for anymore

i could care less about New Orleans

Teaching, all of it just to have you back

but that cant change your decisions

my heart is still broken.