I Woke Up From The Most Fucked Up Dream I've Ever Had.
And Now I Can't Get Into A Better Mood.
I Feel Like Curling Up Into A Ball And Never Talking To Anyone Again.
Why Do I Do This To Myself?
I Love Her So Much.
From So Far Away.
And I Worry.
I Get Jealous.
Then After Being Jealous I Feel Like Shit.
Like Im A Control Freak Or Something.
And I Hate That.
The Only Thing I Want Is For Her To Be Happy.
But If It Were With Someone Else It Would Kill Me.
But I Just Don't Know What To Do.
All I Know Is...
I Love You So Much Baby.
I Can't Wait Till After Mardi Gras To See You.
